The Money, Motivations, Freedoms and Free Time working in an Adult Entertainment career

Posted on: Monday, July 6th, 2009 | Comments: 0

I’ve worked in many normal jobs; Office desk jobs, Sales, Pizza Delivery, Handyman, Gardener, Painter, Cleaner, Factory Worker… and every single time, in every single “normal job”, do you know what I felt like? Trapped. Forced to do something I didn’t enjoy doing for someone I don’t really know… and they’re making all the profits! I could always sense that something wasnt quite right… I wanted to escape, be free, be myself, live my Life… do everything that you do want to do; don’t anything you don’t want to do

As I’ve mentioned in my first Diary entries, I am not interested in the money itself, admittedly it’s convenient, but what my porn career really gives me is pure, untouched FREE TIME in exchange for an enjoyable “work” experience, which just-so-happens to be caught on camera for all to see… and the money just-so-happens to pay these annoying bills ….is that such a bad thing?

GirLs and MoneY would be the obvious answer motivation for most male porn performers… but maybe they’re not digging deeper into this Mystery we call Life. A male Pornstar can make an average weeks wages in a single day… and have sex with one or more women each day. By “working” for one day, you have every other day of the week free to do with whatever you like. I like to have fun, laugh & do silly things as we all do… and I like to Question Life itself; asking those questions we’ve forgotten to ask with all the other “work & money” distractions going on.

Porn has ultimately opened my mind and given me the freedom to think differently, question Life’s “morals” and the beliefs that we’ve taken for granted as “the normal way of life”. Why must we be joined in marriage as husband and wife, or even boyfriend and girlfriend? Who created these titles? Who first insisted it must be this way?! Not me… not you. The biggest giveaway is marriage clearly does NOT work! FACT. It’s not natural. Just go take a look at the divorce statistics, or examine your own past relationship experience. Is it really wrong to love more than one partner? If you’re deeply honest with yourself can you still sense a connection with people you’ve Loved & interacted with sexually in the past? Maybe there’s an unseen Love energy force still at work here… just mayyyyybe

Jealousy and misunderstanding created by religion & media’s portrayal the “the norm” makes us feel guilty for loving more than one partner. I love everyone. Whether or not that is considered “normal” by society or not does not really matter You can love more than one child or one friend, so what’s the difference?!