Soft & Hard Adult Film & Television Awards

We Brits owe a BIG Thank you to TelevisionX, who will be recognizing how “hard” we all work making Adult Films in the UK. 2009 brought us some of the best produced series I’ve ever worked on. I’ve been stunned how much planning and professionalism goes into some of these Productions, it’s like Hollywood on a budget! Remember, it’s not just about the performers you see on screen, but also the Directors, CameraMen & Editors that really make the magic happen

TVX have made SHAFTA voting open to the public this year; it’s like the X-Factor of Porn; the judges are still a bunch of WanKers! Hahaa!

Yep, YOU viewers can decide who wins what, and you have one month to vote for your favorite Girls, Boys, Directors, Series and Scenes from the UK Adult Biz! If you look “hard enough” (excuse the pun)  ;) you’ll see that I’ve been nominated for male performer of the year, while also appearing in a few different series, the winners will be announced March 7th, 2010.

Thanks again to TelevisionX for all they have done to keep “up” the UK Industry in these “hard” times

Happy “SHAFTA”-ing peeeeeople….!!!

One Love

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

He-Who-Clicks-The-Most-Wins….

I’ve worked in many normal jobs; Office desk jobs, Sales, Pizza Delivery, Handyman, Gardener, Painter, Cleaner, Factory Worker… and every single time, in every single “normal job”, do you know what I felt like? Trapped. Forced to do something I didn’t enjoy doing for someone I don’t really know… and they’re making all the profits! I could always sense that something wasnt quite right… I wanted to escape, be free, be myself, live my Life… do everything that you do want to do; don’t anything you don’t want to do

As I’ve mentioned in my first Diary entries, I am not interested in the money itself, admittedly it’s convenient, but what my porn career really gives me is pure, untouched FREE TIME in exchange for an enjoyable “work” experience, which just-so-happens to be caught on camera for all to see… and the money just-so-happens to pay these annoying bills ….is that such a bad thing? 

GirLs and MoneY would be the obvious answer motivation for most male porn performers… but maybe they’re not digging deeper into this Mystery we call Life. A male Pornstar can make an average weeks wages in a single day… and have sex with one or more women each day. By “working” for one day, you have every other day of the week free to do with whatever you like. I like to have fun, laugh & do silly things as we all do… and I like to Question Life itself; asking those questions we’ve forgotten to ask with all the other “work & money” distractions going on.

Porn has ultimately opened my mind and given me the freedom to think differently, question Life’s “morals” and the beliefs that we’ve taken for granted as “the normal way of life”. Why must we be joined in marriage as husband and wife, or even boyfriend and girlfriend? Who created these titles? Who first insisted it must be this way?! Not me… not you. The biggest giveaway is marriage clearly does NOT work! FACT. It’s not natural. Just go take a look at the divorce statistics, or examine your own past relationship experience. Is it really wrong to love more than one partner? If you’re deeply honest with yourself can you still sense a connection with people you’ve Loved & interacted with sexually in the past? Maybe there’s an unseen Love energy force still at work here… just mayyyyybe  

Jealousy and misunderstanding created by religion & media’s portrayal the “the norm” makes us feel guilty for loving more than one partner. I love everyone. Whether or not that is considered “normal” by society or not does not really matter   You can love more than one child or one friend, so what’s the difference?! 

One Love

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

Many people have the pre-conceived propaganda-fed notion that pornography is a “terrrrribLe, EEEEviL, dirty, Sleazy, Slimey ImmoraL business, devaluing the beauty of God’s holy & sacred sexual intercourse. From my experience most people within the industry have quite a jaded approach to sex and nakedness because they work around it all day long. They are the least perverted people around, as their sexuality has not been suppressed. It is those that are starved of their natural sexual expression that often develop issues. We are not as twisted or perverted as some people would like you to believe, trussssst me, I’ve been working in the middle of it for over 7 years, in comparison there’s a lot more sleazy people on the outside looking in. 

There may be a few bad apples in the bunch, as there are in any industry extorting people to create products for profit. Admittedly this tiny percentage of companies push their performers to the edge of their comfort zone, making “abusive” porn… and they get all the negative attention. In no way do I condone being abusive, hence I do not work for those few companies. On the flipside however, some girls actually enjoy slapping, spitting, strangling, etc… it may not be everybody’s cup of tea, but to those individuals it is very sexually arousing & exciting. Ultimately it comes back to my Golden Rule; don’t do anything you don’t want to do, but do everything that you do want to do.

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It was sex that first brought us into the world, lets not forget that. When a male inserts his penis into a woman’s vagina, pleasure and orgasm ensue, human seed is produced, which can make another little being. This process is repeated throughout nature. When this interaction of biological chemistry is caught on camera however, numerous people out there make it their responsibility to censor the Love-Making process from the general public, condoning it as a terrible, dirty act. Meanwhile violent killings, torturing and war go almost unnoticed, portrayed as heroic and brave by the media.  

He who controls your media, controls your mind.

Think about that one

One LoVE

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

These must be the ultimate, number one questions that I get from most guys I meet… and a few open-minded girls To answer this one, I like to quote my good friend, and fellow PornStar, Keni Styles http://www.KeniStylesBlog.com …his “advice” to anyone wanting to break into the industry is that if you truly wanted it, you’d be doing it already. If you really, really want to do something you’d just do it. It’s that simple. No fucking around… get on with it. 

At first glance this may seem like unhelpful or empty advice, but trust us, we’ve been doing this for yearrrrs now, and we’ve given advice to sooooo many people; guys & girls, we’ve answered every single question, uncountable times… yet very, very few people seem to follow through, especially the guys. Why is that? I think they enjoy the idea of it, the fantasy of fucking sexy girls all day long and being paid seems like the dream job, they love sex, they think they have a big cock, and they can fuck for hours… but the reality is not so simple. 

No one will hand a ready-made career to you on a plate, as with any job, there are interviews and selection processes, supply and demand, not everyone is filming all the time. It’s up to you to contact Adult Agents and Production Companies, the very first stage is research; you have the internet at your finger tips. You’ve obviously managed to find my diary as you’re reading it now, so be smart, be creative, keep searching, researching, contact and connect with people… and dont give up easily. You could read this today and feel like it’s the job for you, but tomorrow you may feel different, you may forget, or get distracted, soon a week has passed you by and you’ve done nothing to follow your dream. It wont be long before a month goes by, maybe a year… and eventually you’ll understand what Keni said was true all along; if you truly wanted it, you’d be doing it already. Your future depends on only one thing; what you do with now. 

I’ve tried to help people, given them websites and telephone numbers, but they still haven’t followed thru into a full time career. Maybe they didn’t want it enough, it was their fantasy, but not their dream. There’s much more to being a Pornstar than just having sex. Like any other job it’s important to be presentable, on time and carrying the correct documentation. When you’ve done all of that, and a Company has booked you for a scene, those nerves start to creep in, reality hits… you’re expected to have sex with this person you’ve never met, in a room full of people you don’t know, they’re all pointing cameras at you and telling you what to do. It’s not like being at home with your partner! The location may be too cold, hot, wet, dry or uncomfortable, the positions are awkward because the camera needs to be able to see the hardcore penetrations, you need to open up to the light without casting shadows and you need to stop and start for photo sets! There’s a lot to think about except sex sex sex!

A wave of possibilities awaits you, it’s up to you which path you take, I cant hold your hand all the way. 

Good LuCk!

(not that you’ll need it…. as you’ll create your own luck) 

One LoVE

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

We only use approx 10% percent of our brain, so what’s the 90% getting up to without us knowing?! Stick with me on this one, lets imagine you’d invented a computer game; let’s call it “The Game of Life”… as a skilled designer of platform games you put together all the different levels, the obstacles, the bad guys, the good guys, the magic key that unlocks secret bonus levels, the cheats, etc, etc… Now thanks to you anyone can enjoy the challenging “Game of Life” on their Playstations & Nintendos at home…. but what if you want to play The Game? It’s going get pretty boring, and pretty pointless! You already know every level inside out, you know how to defeat the bad guy already, you know when to duck under the fire balls, how to jump over funny looking mushrooms, you’re collecting every single gold coin, this game is way tooooo easy for you….. but…. what if you’d created The Game with a self-protecting memory function, so that after your initial design programing, you cant remember quite how the design works, you can play all day long, and create new elements in The Game from within, then you’d be a participatory designer. That would be a fun game now wouldn’t it? …especially if it had really vivid visual 3D graphics, stereo sound, smells, tastes, and even touch sensations. That would be the best game ever  …and you’re already playing it.

One LoVE

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

At some point I’ll make a video covering this subject, so keep a look out for that one in the FREE XXX VideO department Meanwhile, I think it’s nice to write, it gives me a chance to express my thoughts in a more organised fashion; without having to think, talk and film at the same time! I feel like Im writing a SebCam BoOK! WaheeeeeY! 

My path to Porn begins in America; I went to High School there, in North Carolina when I was 17 years old; on a Basketball scholarship, attending a Christian HiGh SchoOL. This was my first introduction to any kind of spirituality or religion… but I was much more interested in Basketball and girls, girls, girls! To cut a long story short, I met a gorgeous girl and wanted to take her home with me! So, at aged 18 and 17, we got married. Yup… straight outta High SchoooooL! At the time we were both doing our very best at being very religious, righteous people; it had been drilled into us by School, Church & Parents. 

A couple years on and we were both beginning to question this strict religious Lifestyle that we were now imposing on ourselves, we wanted to experiment with Life more… including sexuality. We wanted to film some “NauGhty MovieS” for our own enjoyment, but the badly filmed bedside-table-cam was not as thrilling as we’d anticipated so we searched the internet for more “professional productions”. This search lead us to Miami & then Los Angeles, shooting scenes as a couple in some amazing locations. 

We were very eXXXcited to get a copy of the movie/magazine, our travel expenses covered, aaaand we’d be PAID more than we’d usually earn in a month for a single day of naughtinesS?! We enjoyed what we were doing, it was not as evil, perverted or twisted as many people would like us to believe, so we decided to work on more films together, and so our LA-Adventures began… 

Working as a couple in porn is a great start, but quite short-lived, as there are only so many times you can do the same thing, with the same person, in different outfits, for different Companies! Eventually you’ll run out of options, Producers began asking if she would like to work with other guys, and if I’d work with other girls. This was an exciting and experimental time, slowly we introduced other guys and girls into the mix; Boy Boy Girl, or Girl Girl Boy scenes where we’d be “together”…expanding our sexual horizons.

A few years later, and our lives have taken different paths, we are no longer married, but what is “marriage”, except bits of paper designed by man?! We still keep in touch regularly, we are still “in Love” and always will be. You cannot stop loving someone, you can get hurt, and you could hide the pain in hate… but you’d be kidding yourself. We both understand that Life is just a CraZY Game and we should embrace change as we cannot stay in one place forever… this is otherwise known as Evolution.

One Love

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

We can only do what we can, where we are, with what resources we have. We do not need money to live… we need air, water, shelter and food. It’s nobody’s fault that we were born into a system that guides us to think a certain way, but The Universe cannot comprehend a language of money, monies are just bits of paper as far as Mother Nature is concerned. Our Universe is made up of pure energy, E=M/C2 as Einstien would say. All physical matter is merely energy condensed to different vibrations; gases, liquids and solids made up of atoms at differing vibrations. Our consciousness, our attention actually creates the patterns for these atoms to form into, so our expectation ultimately delivers our reality. Whether we are consciously aware of it or not, we all speak the Divine MatriX language of feeling and emotion in this Universe. Simply put, what you expect is what you get. You dont “need” money, it is this language that I have been speaking to “get where I am” in the world today. It’s cliche but it’s true; you can do anything if you set your mind to it doubtlessly.

Think of Life like a car journey at night, we are shining our headlights down the long and winding Road of Existence. We cannot see what awaits after the next corner, not from where we are now, but if we move forwards, with our headlights beaming, we’ll soon find out for ourselves. The problem is most people are unaware, parked up in Distraction City. No one can tell you how to think or what to believe. Yet every bit of information you’ve ever received has ultimately come from someone, somewhere. For every theory there will be a conspiracy theory, and a counter-conspiracy theory… and a theory about the theory. How do you know if a “fact” is true unless you have investigated it yourself? The line between fact and fiction is always a blurry one and ultimately it’s up to you to decide what “reality” is for you, based on YOUR experience alone. All Im doing is encouraging you to QueStiOn Life, there is no red or blue MatriX pill to swallow, and no rules to follow. It’s up to you to discover your own truths, knowledge and gifts in your own way, discover who (or what) YOU truly are as a Human Being on this Planet. You are a BeautiFuL, PowerfuL, Extra-Ordinary individual, you can do anything you want to, you are in complete control of everything… but maybe you just dont fully grasp it…. yet. 

One LoVE

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

I’ve always wanted my videos to be FREE for a very good reason; so that you can watch and share them with anyone and everyone! Money, profit and selfish gain do not mix with my SebCamTV MesSage of LovE, One-nesS, FREEdom and Funnnn! I am not a Corporation or BusinesS… it’s just me…. a Camera… and a Laptop…. and some REAL good friends helping me out along the way. I could never run this site alone, so we have people like Steve (@ Blaze Concepts – www.blazeconcepts.co.uk) to thank for that. I film far to much stuff to edit single handed anymore, so my friend Ollie abandoned his 9 year career in hair dressing to become Ollie VoSkan The-Editing-Man! Now he helps me with so much more than just video editing, he is the multi-talented manager of everything that I can’t manage!

It may surprise some people that my number one goal is not to “make money” out of SebCamTV.com I do not need to invest money in property, stocks, shares, profit, or any monetary security, as I know there’s so much more to Life. Life is one big unsolved mystery, and I want to “invest” in our human evolution together. Im sharing my Life freely with you in the understanding that we are One after all, whether you realise it yet or not Money has become the greatest distraction known to mankind, the most successful tool of control held in the hands on the “elite” few. Yet money cannot be eaten, it cannot keep you sheltered at night, and it gets wet and soggy when you try to make a coat out of it. Money is pretty paper, the token of today. The only difference between “real money” and “counterfeit money” is who prints it, which printing machine. Think about it… there is no other difference, it has no value except the value we give it. We’ll touch on this more later…

CheeriO for nowwwww….

One Love,

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

It’s taken me 27 years to reach a point where I am unafraid to be entirely open and honest with myself….. and now with you, my fellow Human Beings As you may or may not already be aware, I am an Adult Video Performer, a Porn Star, a Professional Penis, whatever I am... we’re only using the English language system of labels, and I have confidence that no mater what label is used, I am ultimately just ME. I am who I am… and I am proud of who I am becoming… I don’t do anything that I don’t want to do… and I do everything that I do want to do. Be yourself…. and be proud of it tooooo!  

I have traveled to many weird & wonderful locations worldwide; Los Angeles, Miami South BeaCh Florida, New York, Europe; Prague, Italy, France & Merry Old EngLand! I’ve met many awesome people; Directors, CameraMen, Performers and been paid to have sex with many beeeeeautifuL GirLies in many weird & wonderful ways… and it’s all been filmed; BonuS!   I work freelance, self-employed, whatever-you-want-to-call-it, as a “performer” for many Adult Video Companies worldwide, I could list them but this is not a Job CV! …nor is it relevant, I’ve got nothing to prove, Im not here to blow my own trumpet…. ummm… so to speak!

I really want this to be my Diary, my honest thoughts, as if Im thinking aloud. I enjoy writing, but a picture can say a thousand words, so a video camera must say a million-billion words?! I’ve always thought that VideO and Photography have a magical ability to capure a moment, forever. In the grand scheme of things it wasnt long ago that all photos were black and white, and before that, there were NO PHOTOS!! Look at our history; We live in exCiting times people!!! WaaaaheeeeeeY!!! …and dont even get me started on the internet & mobile phones?!!! Technology is amazing, it’s like at some point humanity was busy evolving and thought that telepathy would be nice…. so someone just went off and invented the the mobile phones and internet! Nowadays you can play back a funny, silly, sad, or sexy porn moment again & again at any time! It’s beautiful; something which once existed only in memory, can now exist digitally for all of us to share freely. This is a technological tool of our evolution, now we can see in our own privacy and time how we are all alike, …and then we can stay connected

One LoVE

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV

…Testing Testing 1…. 2… THREEEE?!  …..hellooooOOO?!

WoWZerrrz! We’rrrre OnLiiiine!!!! The Adventure begins heeeeere……!!! Please accept my warm, open-armed, welcome to not only my Website… but my Diary… my VideO BLog, …my Life! …I’d really like this to be part of YOUR Life too, so get involved; We are all One after all  

SebCamTV.com is my ChanneL to the World ~WaveS~ The SebCamTV Show is also on European TV / Sky Channel 900; Playboy TV UK …10 episodes so far, however, here on the website I am able to post anything and everything without restriction! ~Rubs hands together menacingly~ Wuuuhuuuhuuurrrr!

I’ll do my very bestest to write to Ya’LL from here… This is like my actual “Dear Diary” of personal thoughts and experiences, but online, for all to see Even my Mum checks up on what Im doing thru the website, it’s easy to find out what I’m getting up to; watch the videos and read my diary! Please feel free to write baCk, Register, Log in, leave a comment or send me a message… 

One Love,

Seb Cam

aka Clarke Kent

SebCam TV